Wednesday, February 9, 2011


THE  SILENCE  REALISER

My tensed heart beat more than 100 times in a minute. Because I was unable to predict the embarrassing and rotating moments that am going to face there. The journey was too tough, difficult and breathless. Stepping up of that small hill “Sikharchandi Hill” remembered me my golden child hood. Actually the place was quiet different than that I expected. Broken pieces of buildings(under construction),little curved roads...and quiet difficult to walk .

Lastly I reached my destination where there were crowds together in front of the office building and I also joined there without asking where to go. The most interesting thing was the curiosity of seniors rather than of us. That ED Hall welcomed us. I sat there more than 3 hours till my name made a call in my mind and ear drums. I feared whether my home sickness drag me back. I suppressed a lot expressed a little. Then in the launch hour, we faced a new thing from our seniors  so called as Interaction.

The journey starts from there the war between series exams, sleepless nights due to assignment, bunking, hearing gossips, bitter taste of grading, advantageous journey from college to home ,celebrations , chatting, facebook commenting, orkut, khatiis, hide n seek between someone, lastly going to bed everyday by praying for another day which would be better next day .

All the vital 3 years went out anyhow but now the time to see and to show your dreams towards your destination. Semesters, practical and projects were not enough to handle the engineering. And just after the semester , there was a murmuring sound so called “Campus Recruitment”!!! Is it the only way to show your destination? I think this is not. I think that was like the another semester to be held and where there was much more tension to do better but the only advantageous  thing was “there was no tension of back papers”.
Anyway…with the little time I do have to sit back, atop my roof and think              (we finally found a way up there and it’s incredible!) I’ve been reminiscing about the last four years and how great they have been. About all the good times and even the bad. About the tears we’ve cried and the laughs we shared, and most importantly, about the friends that have truly become like family—a family that is soon to part. It’s heart-breaking really.
But I’ve found a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve discovered something sweet in this simply bitter situation. It’s the start of something new and I’m actually excited about it.
In my engineering life, I was the “Silent Realiser” and now I’m not silent as describing my silent behavior. Really it’s a great achievement “to be in engineering rather than to do engineering”.

Knowing, nobody is permanent in anywhere. The time is moving fast even when my keypad moving in and fro motion. So let’s enjoy the rhythm and melody of each foot step. Because tomorrow may not be possible. So keep enjoying the every little moment of your life.

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