....friends in my loneliness

...........The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.
Yes you are right I created my loneliness in my life and at the same seconds of life you made my life beautiful.
I created the so called LONELINESS by not talking to you only but the moments I need you badly creates the loneliness.

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone"-as according to you  Orson Welles
And due effects of illusion Happiness comes to our life.And I am very sure about all the illusions both Love and Friendship.

Whenever we have the friend circle without limitations and that reflects in our life as Demonstration of Loneliness  just because of which we are surrounded by the Crowds .
...but  now though the crowds as accordance to their position still I am alone in my Loneliness.

Loneliness in the busy street

...on the behalf of my loneliness i have created and they are my intimate friends in this water bloom loneliness.

Me as my lifetime friend moreover:
me and my soul are two of my cousins and friends too.
rare in a moment I have to find them in my loneliness and they share each thoughts in my diary.
i share and quarrel with "me" just to demonstrate myself and "me" helps a lot & slaps,uses slangs on me.

Me as my friend

...now even if in the "water mark" like life though I am with you still  Me as my lifetime friend moreover:
you can't talk to me for a while and i have requested "Me " for that sake. However I am very okay with you coz you are enjoying a lot what i want you to be the part of enjoyment like seeing movie with saying as surrounding and birthday party. Leave me alone and i am very much comfortable with "Me". Thanks "Me" for all of your support.

...viewing my Blog and murmuring a lot what else in my loneliness
blogging is my another and may this is my best friend because for a while i always tell all of my tears & happiness to this and it teaches me to handle all types of situation and mostly i like it most.
If you are not in-touch with me or you are with me all the time you "My Blog" in front of you share all.

....my near and dear diary you are also my "Pen Friend"
you held my tears on your page and got to cause for my happiness in loneliness.you detailed my life as on your pages and gave me that much of courage to tackle all the situation.

thanks my virtual friends in my life which could not live without all of you......

Tears rarely not in front of you....

.....sorry sis kunchu!!!
what i did in the past and i am realizing today in your absence in three void rooms.
"The chair where you mostly sit there and for which i was the part of quarrel with you now missing all these quarrels."
"The room for which i quarreled with you now all three rooms are voids without you and all i missed you a lot."

....the days we were each other were my happiest days with my sisters basically i miss you a lot.
you are the loveliest sister and i miss all those quarreling moments.

...maa cried a lot in the station and i just hold on my tears in my eye though i want to cry by shouting.
but moreover i have to hold my maa and i couldn't watch on those tears. I couldn't think off what to do and only one sentence on my mouth "Maa!!! She is going to Hyderabad not to the in-Laws house and she is going to the destination which you want for her."

....in the railway station Munu was also crying but what she had in mind i don't know but i am sure she is remembering you a lot. kunchu!!! really you cared for munu a lot and may that was solly reason for tears on Munu's face.

By reaching home i can't control my tears behind my specs. I tried to speak up with you Gelu and you just left me an sms "Call you later.surr". Really i cried a lot on the roof and you Gelu not even if in the line.
if you speak up once may be some how i would cry a little and remember something else .
okay Gelu do not mind and you also got much pain away from your home.sorry Gelu but i want to speak up once. It's Okay.

.....now after a while Mama and Me are alone in my room and miss you Kunchu a lot...